Saturday, October 16, 2010

The 30 days letter.
I'm just gonna start off with one first..

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

My parents.
Definitely in my life, I didn't do good in almost everything that I can be. I'll never tend to try my best, i'll never believe in myself being a success. It's just plain laziness from me to be the best out of what I can be. My parents brought me up, especially my mum by hand. I'm just a spoilt child in a way I'll say,

I'm sorry daddy mummy, I've never done anything proud that I could be.
In studies, in life, in anything, everything I'm doing so bad to the negative, to the limits.
I'm sorry for not being the best daughter you can get, I'm sorry for not being the nicest, understanding daughter you could have.
I'm sorry that I've not always been a good child, I'm sorry that I've not always been as bright as my brother to let you guys be proud of me.

But you guys are the ones that i've always been loving, till now and forever.
Sometimes in life when i needed support, you guys gave me to the fullest. Just a fucking part of me that is a fool that leads me to give you guys disappointments.

I'm sorry, i've not been a good child.
I love you my mum and my dad.