Ya know that my heart felt so soft when i felt that you're all alone? Ya know that it hurts so much thinking about how cruel things were like before when she was all alone?
I don't know what to do, I felt that you're quite poor thing. But in a wrong way, she's the poor thing one but not you. I couldn't do anything to help you, I feel your pain. But things happened like this, due to the choice you've made. Everyone has a choice, no one gets forced by a knife to do things. You can choose the right path, risky path, or a path that leads you to lose everything.
You deserve it i should say. But really, the disappointment we had in you, was really a painful one.