Sunday, August 29, 2010

I can sense fever coming up, right now it's 12:15am, 29th August already. I've decided not to leave this blog dead, and I shall update on my life. Today's the parent-teachers meeting session, guess what? My physics male teacher is the only one who spoke up for me in front of my parents, instead of all my other teachers. I'm down with a very bad flu, and on a Saturday today, I didn't went anywhere but stayed at home. I lied to my boss so I didn't went to work too. I'm supposed to stop my updates for things like flea and etc, but I'm not gonna do that. Lastbusride have just launched their new collection! Http://
On the happy note, I'm leaving sg this friday for a while! Yay to this seriously, finally a break out of this town.
I shall do a pixx post for my next post :)

Good night!


Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Ya know that my heart felt so soft when i felt that you're all alone? Ya know that it hurts so much thinking about how cruel things were like before when she was all alone?
I don't know what to do, I felt that you're quite poor thing. But in a wrong way, she's the poor thing one but not you. I couldn't do anything to help you, I feel your pain. But things happened like this, due to the choice you've made. Everyone has a choice, no one gets forced by a knife to do things. You can choose the right path, risky path, or a path that leads you to lose everything.

You deserve it i should say. But really, the disappointment we had in you, was really a painful one.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

I feel that I'm little fucked up as a girl at my age like this.

I don't deserve second chances, I take things for granted.
Take chances for granted, take people's limits for granted.
I should be facing the music of the consequences.

I should blame myself for all this happening to myself.
The way I do things, The way i handle them.
I sucked at it.

I failed to be someone who I promised i'll be,
I failed to be a good daughter,sister, girlfriend, friend.

Will tomorrow be better?
God bless
Till then


Sunday, August 1, 2010