Sunday, January 31, 2010

Low self esteem

I guess I've been away for long from this blog, I'm just so lazy to update, but since now I've the urge to, so I shall blog!
Last week went out with Mum and did a little shopping then did my facial. Ok my face condition is not as bad as previously already. And on a week day, I met Danielle for a little shopping, and on friday we did a photoshoot :) And after that I met my one and only cyrus! We just spend that night talking to each other, having h2h. It's been long since we can finally sit down and talk to each other. Love you so much k baby. And yesterday went to town with Chengen and Geokkoon in the afternoon, and then went down to Cashew Heights to look for Shimin & co.

I think in my whole entire life, I haven't did something proud of myself. I'll either choose to give up, or continue it with an unwilling heart. I've set targets on my own, I'll make myself proud this time. I'm not as confident as anyone would be, my low self esteem is telling me that I couldn't like always. But this time round it's gonna be so much different. I'll be my best. Tml's monday, I hate schl like so much right now. I got caught for everything due to that bitch coming in my class to give her fucking speech. It's not doing any help on us anyway. Ok whatever.

Anyway support :)
I'm off now, buai xxx.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Happy 13th month

Hey sweet little pie, happy 13th month! :)
People make their memories, in their ways. We make our own memories, in our way. Though it's just a little day on 20th, I still love you like before. Remembering last year's of 20th, what are we doing? We're still so shy towards each other. You're the best gift from heaven k sweet boy, I love you so much. Remember times when you whisper i love you into my ears? Hugging me when I'm crying so bad? Sending me to tution? I love the way you look at me, I love the way you surprise me, I love the way you touch my hair, I love the way you call me your little short girlfriend, I love the way you hug me, I love the way you kiss me, I love the way you held my hand, I love the way you love me.


Happy Sunday

Today I had fun, like crazy. This few days were mad insane, and I was so free. Yesterday was hanging out with baby at bugis, we nearly won something but in the end no :( Haha, and then today I studied with babygirl at subway! And then went shopping with mummylove and got a new pair of shoes, happy! (Y) School's in tomorrow, really boring again. Same routine all over again. I sprained my leg yesterday, and it got worsen today. I'm gonna wear slippers to school and walk like a duck tomorrow.

And yes, happy belated birthday to Dova,
happy birthday to Eugene! :)

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Happy birthday, Seemin

Hey i'm so sorry but I got to use this pixx! We'll take more k girl. Well before I turn to sleep..
happy 15th birthday to ng seemin! big enough right girl! :)

Time flies so fast, we've known each other for like 4 years plus? And this year is the 5th year? Haha remember how we behave in the past? Like two little xmm gg shopping together, spam our money on neoprint machines, haha so gay! But those little memories will kept in our hearts still right girl! I missed those times whereby I met you like so often, hmm i think it's during my primary school days right! Haha we're always the two who people thinks that we're sisters, and always you being the da jie! Haha thank god I've grown so much but for my height :( Though now we might meet up only once twice a year, but I never felt any distance when I'm with you. I love you so much k! Girl, I know for the last whole year, many things had happened and you've always been a strong girl, but remember this, I'm always here, for you k. Like in the past, we'll be sharing about our little secrets. We need to meet up soon again!! Oh and yes, study hard! :)
Hugs and kisses,
Regina :)

Monday, January 18, 2010

November baby

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable

Saturday, January 16, 2010


I've been a depressed girl for long. I think I don't wanna be anymore, it felt so fucked up like everyday. Daddy gave me a hug and said he would be there for me anytime, anywhere, any moment, just give him a call or a text. I felt so happy after hearing all this, thanks daddy. Sorry to make you worry about me so much like always. I haven't been really studying in school, all I do is sleep and talk. Those boys in my class were hilarious I can say. Teachers teaching us find it so hard to handle us, and thus they always stop their lessons to scold scold and scold. I've been sleeping in class again and again, got to buck up. I havent been doing much shopping, except for that day! Bought a shirt with Krystle, haha what a relief for me man. But i'm broke again, you see. I've finished spending my pay and everyone calls me crazy. Yes this is insane but I did that.

I need a little more luck and a little bit, a little hug and a little sweet kiss too? My life's insane, I'm insane, the people in my world are insane. I'm sad, again. I miss you so much boy, those goodbye kisses, and those sweet cuddles. Why am I sad again? No reason. Ok bye. No pixx cos lazy people don't want upload. Not me but someone else. K bye.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Just now met babyboy after a few days of not seeing his fat and chubby cheeks! Haha we went to vivo and caught the show motherhood. I'm homed at 10pm, I ate my dinner at 12am, my boyfriend went to bed half an hour ago, and I'm still awake at 1247 am right now. I'm feeling so dead, have been sleeping in class for this few days already. My homework is so not done yet, and i'm so stressed. I've seen people taking their results, crying really hard. It might be me in future if I don't work hard huh. STUDY STUDY STUDY IS A MUST.
I got a urge to go to starbucks alone right now. Haha i'm mad and insane i know.

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I can't describe things in words in detailed, cause I didn't know how to. Why on earth there's so much hypocrites around? It's depressing this way to get people like this all around, why is it so hard to trust someone. I find it hard, because everytime the closer you get along with someone, the harder they'll hurt you down. It's hurtful, the closest person to you breaking your heart, and the person is someone you loved and trusted so much, how would you felt? One word from me, disappointed. But as you know, I still love you like I always do for your flaws. But i'm trying so hard to forget, perhaps all things happened, but you didn't realise that I knew about it.

Live it, though it's like a hell to you.
Love it, for the people who love you.

Monday, January 11, 2010


Few days back at flea. Heh hehz. School is oh-so boring. I slept super early last night, yet landed myself sleeping in class for almost all the periods. Mr Chia praised me for not sleeping, and then after he kept repeating about the 0000 zeros zeros, I fell asleep. Haha when I woke up, he was like. Aiyah regina you can't sleep so much ar! Haha. Joke.
I miss my holidays, do you miss them too?
I hate feeling broke, okay i'm off to do my maths.
Joke of the day, me and Puteri find maths interesting. haha!!

It's still you that little cheeky boy, i've been loving for 376 days alrdy, 9 more days till the 13th month i've been loving you. Cheekybun, hugs and kisses :)

Sunday, January 10, 2010


I've not been blogging much I realised. Well this year's countdown was kinda boring. My day was screwed, was at Vivo met a lot of familar faces! Yep celebrated it with Dova, went over to cine to have our hk cafe~~ and then over to Bugis to meet Nik, and then Marina Barrage, watch the fireworks there and then went back to town again, saw irritating guys with spraying cans, went back cck and slacked at mac. Home at 3am.

2nd jan,
Went out with Kooniez. Went over to flea titan, met familar faces again heh hehz. Wasn't happy with whatever I shopped, I just spend money like tapwater on that day. Back to cine for my hk cafe~~ Went to meet Chengen, Kooniez shopped like mad, and she was fucking happy that day. Haha.

Met babyboy on the 3rd, I forgot what we did anyway. I think we roamed around town again~~
School school school, occupy a lot of time of my schedule! Celebrated Chengan's birthday previously in school, caught old dogs with babyboy on weekday~
Met babyboy on friday! We went to town again to do his shopping, yet his poor girlfriend didn't get anything for herself. Heh hehz.
Yesterday, went over to town to meet my buyer, then headed over to flea to meet Yuenshin! And then met Adelind and Jolie there. Had a short and great time with Ad and co :) Heh heh then went over to amk to meet bby! Had dinner and home sweet home.
Pixx on countdown day~ I haven't got much pixxx from gk yet.

This world judges. How much I hate reality? How much I hate life being like this? This world is like a total bitch, you got to accept how demanding is this world. I miss being a innocent girl who doesnt know much about this world, my only job is to make myself comfortable and happy in life. But now what? I got to think for myself, people and others. I got to face all the troubles and problems, I got to face how tough is reality like, how hurtful it is. Vulnerable, weak? Let the past be over, let it make no repeated mistakes.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Hi 2010, hi school!

School's in right now already! I'll post all the photos up for countdown and flea when I get back my lappy from the service centre and would blog about it! First day of school was a little awkward, there's only 29 people occupying the class. Second day of school which is today, there's a new guy from cambodia coming into my class. All girls went gaga over him, haha! My vp is changed, my current form teacher is Miss Yati. Yay or boo? :) Okay went to town and met babyboy, we caught old dogs and then aftermath homeeee. I hate schoool, I miss times when I could see baby like every single day. I miss my holidays!! Oh yes i've got my new baby, iphoneeeeee~ Haha i got it at the same time with Geokkoon and Seemin, lucky a not? :) Heh hehz. Okay schl's in tml, shall off now. Blog again soon!

Don't you guys have flaws? Fuck those people who thinks that they're so perfect.

Friday, January 1, 2010

10 things that I wanna achieve in 2010

Hi i'm here to blog about the 10 important things that I want to achieve!
For goodness sake, this two words have been appearing in my life for a thousand times. But it always never happen on me. I'm too spendthift and i've been regretting so much on spending money like tapwater :( I hate the feeling of being broke. So ya.
Maybe I shall save and get a CHANEL WALLET? haha yay.
I always tell myself, aiyah studies easy lah. But i've never put in any effort in my studies in this 2 years. All i know was, to play and enjoy life. Haha. I regretted so much for the subjects i'm so gonna take next year :( It's time to study, not to play anymoreeeeeee.
I always sleeep late, wake up late like an owl. I neeed better face :( If not ugly alrdy no one will want me :(
I don't want to emo, or see anyone emo. A bit emo very sad one leh!!
I'm gonna save up for this, ya know why? Cause i've not been learning how to cherish things. Like how i spoil my lg phone, like how i spoil my digi cam. Forever things are spoiling in my hands :( I want to let myself know, MONEY HARD TO EARN. THINGS MUST CHERISH~~
I think i became very anti-social if you people realised. I dont know why too but i dont like it also. HAHAH
Like this, money wouldn't be hard for me to get. Haha! I'll never be penniless again. YAY
8. Me and babylove to become better, :)
I want everything to be neat and niceeeeeeeeeeee.

okay buai and have a nice year.